I......

Something unhappy happened again.
I am down for once more.
Tears finally dropping out of my eyes.
I couldn't stand this anymore by myself.
I really hope to find someone who I can rely on.
I no longer know who to trust who not to trust.
Apparently, I was just something that people used to fill up their time.
Something that they will call you when they need you.

Don't ask me why I like this or why I like that.
Now is definitely the wrong timing for you to ask me because that will be too late to ask bout it.
Or maybe actually there is no one is listening to me all the time.
I was talking to myself all the time.
Am I having a good life here?
For the moment I just want to see my mum and a hug from her for to me cry out.