Sunday, December 28, 2008


OMG it's been almost a month after my last post. I have been lazy!

Neways, for those who don't know just informing you guys that I am back in Malaysia.
Waiting for this day really killing me, two weeks of works and dramas in Canby is worse than having exams.

It feels so nice to be home. There are some of you who I haven't meet yet, if you guys have time please message or call me lar. Let's meet up and hang out abit. Let me miss you guys abit mah... Hehe..

Well, I just came back from camp today. I am super tired now. Just dropped by here to announce that I AM FINALLY BACK!!! So now I really need a rest...will talk to you soon...>!

Monday, December 1, 2008

peak level of boredom

Exams ended at last. But I wasn't really in the mood of blogging. Sorta lazy to update anything nowadays.

Just came back from Melbourne not long ago. There is time when I am bored and there is time when I am having time. Honestly, Melbourne is a very beautiful place.

I am just bored now. Not working, don't want to drama, don't know what to do. I just want to go back home as soon as possible.

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Personality test

A test I just took...How accurate it is?

Do you really think so of me?

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Try it...

Right before it ends

(That's how I looked now, tired and bored but as lovely as ever)
Half way reading text for tomorrow's final paper of the semester. Finally, it comes to an end. It's been more than a month I am stressing over the exams. I bet most of you know what's going on, as far as I concerned, I think I complained to everyone. Haha...Guess I was just so sick of exams and studies...

The toughest, most scary, terrible, horrible paper finished yesterday. As expected, CAN'T DO. Don't think that I am exaggerating because I am not. Apparently out of five question I can only answer one question. I didn't cry after the exam, just gave up during the exam. And I think it's better for me to save my tears now till when I get my result in two weeks time...YAYYY.....Bless me that I won't jump off from the building...wakakkaka...

I got the feelings that I will be missing the lifestyle I am having during exams period. Before you sleep, you study. When you are awake, you study. Before dinner, you study. After dinner, you study. Lunch and breakfast always study together with you in the room. Coffees become your closest friend who you CAN'T afford to lose. Bed is now your enemy. What a lifestyle......I guess that's how everyone gonna be when you are in university.... Don't think it's easy as what others said, as apparently it is thousands times tougher than your SPM!

Neways, parties in a row after tomorrow. Leaving a week for Melbourne next Monday. SHOP, BINGE, CAMWHORE, are all I am going to do!!!! Anyone feels like joining me????

Saturday, November 1, 2008

Pre-exams syndrome

Tonnes of thoughts will suddenly popped out of my mind when it's near exams everytime. I wonder why...

*Determined to lose weight(since long time ago but never see the effect)
*Trying to plan trips
*Trying to get in contact with friends(msn 24/7)
*Thinking how to improve self dicipline
*Thinking how the others are doing back in Malaysia
*Missing family and friends heavily suddenly
*Trying to update blog as much as possible
*Check mails every hour(but there is only average a mail within 2-3 hours)
*Try to update profile in facebook and friendster
*Being nostalgic enough to keep viewing pictures taken in the past
*Etc etc etc

All sort of things that will try to stop you from continue study......
Pressure? Stress?

Serve you right Jesswynn....