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BORED BORED and BORED.

I am supposed to study now but it seems that no inputs are being absorbed.
Might as well I spend some time telling you guys stories...

Last Sunday when I went to work, I actually went bus interchange an hour early.
It was my HP's clock. Both of HP automatically updated itself due to day light savings which ended like 1 2 weeks ago?

Wasn't aware of my watch actually showed seven something in the morning instead of eight somethng. No wonder I saw no one in the interchange, weird scene. Luckily my housemate gave me a message asking why am I heading to work so early. zzzZZzz

Finals really tearing me aparts. It's been two weeks that I am not having a good sleep. It's not that I am not sleeping but what's the point of waking up every hour and study for 15mins before you went to sleep again? Every hour every night every day..... T.T

Climate in Canberra is so extreme recently. It can gets really cold like winter and suddenly it gets soooo HOT, something like in Malaysia I guess. I couldn't stand the heat. It's really killing me. This kind off weather makes my nose bleed so frequent. ARGHHHHH!!!!!!!!! I need aircond but I need heater at the same time!!!!!!!!!

How to survive?????? Even now also I am so freaking HOT!!!!!!!!!PANAS gilerrr.....

感触

电话已挂上，
眼里的泪就快落下，
妈妈的那一番话让我犹不自禁的哭了。
一直担心有的没的，
却没全心全意的专心读书，
面临着两个礼拜后的考试的我，
觉得很对不起爸妈，
我竟然把他们的血汗钱扔进火坑，
这样的成绩，让他们失望了。。。。

妈说：尽力就好。。。过的一天就一天，最重要的是要开心。。无须担心什么的，船到桥头自然直。。熬多几年绝对不是问题。。。需要的时候，要到处挖都会挖到给你。。你的爸妈是行的，姓黄的都是行的。

妈让我更依赖她了。。。可是现在的我是不是应该马上回去做书虫的世界呢？

STRESS

ARGHHhhh......Exams coming in two weeks time.... I haven't even start anything yet..... STRESS like hell but what can I do?????????? STUDY everyday is really killing me.......!!!!!!!

GOOD DAY GOOD MOOD!

Another busy day at work place. HOWEVER, I wasn't that stress anymore when doing coffee. Things go kind of well for me. I don't reckon myself for doing good coffee today but there are customers who think so.

Colin(the manager of cafe) came to me suddenly in the noon saying that there are customers reckon my coffees are much better than coco black(a shop which sell coffees and chocolates; I heard there is branch in Malaysia not sure bout it) in the city. Fantastic! That's what I answered when people asking how am I after that.

ALSO, there is a reservation with about 30 veterans having their coffee after meals. Once again, my coffees served them well. I was really excited and sort of proud of myself(in my heart). Want to try my coffee?

It's spring now in Australia. You started to see lotsa white fluffy thingy flying all around Canberra. It's just like snowing everywhere. I asked my colleague what's that. Guess what she said? According to her, there is this myth saying that if you saw the white fluffy thingy flyin everywhere and you haven't start studying for your exams, you are screwed up! The white thingys are from the trees. I never see the trees before. It happens every year somewhere near the exams. That's why she said you are screwed up when you haven't start study!

Just imagine there is white fluffy cotton flying everywhere in Kuala Lumpur. That's exactly what happened here! Trust me it's really beautiful. I couldn't snap photos cause you won't be able to see it in the photos.

Kuih muih time!

I am currently at common room using pc while waiting for my kuih keria in the oven. It's for the upcoming event. Dessert night with the theme of deeparaya and I am in charge of kuih keria for 250 pax. So now I am trying out whether it will turn out successful or not. If not later people will shoot my kuih keria... SOB SOB....


Very first task after becoming one of the commitee of MSO. How well and how far can I go?

Take a guess.....

Looking for my soul

I am absent minded from last Sunday until today I guess. I wasn't aware of what I am doing, and always took like two seconds before I can respond to others. What is wrong with me? I wasn't sad or down. I am all good all fine but I think my soul went out for travelling.

The first thing I did when I was at work is BROKE a water bottle last Sunday. Then spilt the drinks, bang the tables, dropped the milkshake. I don't know what more I did. Yesterday wasn't a good day either. I knew I did something but I just couldn't recall. I just know that I keep switch off the light when I went into the toilet or my room. But I didn't switch it on immediately. In fact I took some time to think what I've did before it comes to my realize that the light is off.

I went in work earlier today as they need people. I was sleeping and half blur. First task of the day, people asking for coffee I made tea instead. Fine. Thought it was just a mistake. Not long after, people wanted hot chocolate to take away, what I did? I put in the mug for them. I don't know what was I doing! Even people talk to me also I don't know. OMG.....

The best thing is after I came back and took a shower, I went online. Half way online, suddenly I had this memory flashed by. I couldn't recall whether I shampoo myself when I shower just now. I tried to think as hard as possible but I just couldn't remember. OMG......


WHERE are my SOUL?

Latest updated

Its been a week after midterm holiday starts. Have been doing nothing other than work work and work, not even studies. It's a busy week after all. Last Friday, went to floriade night fest but tickets were sold out. Floriade comes together with spring. It's time when all the flowers blossom. It's a yearly event in Canby I guess. At the end I was licking MacDonald's ice cream in Canberra centre. Thought of starting my revision in the midnight, ended up clubbing with friends. It was an unforgettable night. It's reflex for it to come to imaginary vision, though brain is controlling hard on it. Helpless.

Saturday night, went to Nara festival. It's an anniversary celebrating the alliances between Canby and Japan. That was what I know. It's a cold night, windy. People were rushing there when I am on the way there. Event ends at 9pm. It was 6.30pm back then. Nothing much bout Nara, the most special about it would be the candles. Candles were lighted surrounding a tower, more like people made their wish or pray in front of the tower. Didn't know what that actually was. Walked around, dropped by some stalls for games and food. Was fun but was tired at the same time until it came to a wishing tree. It might sounds lame or stupid when modernised people still believing in it, same thought was running in my mind. On the other hand, you saw I was writing and tying my wishes on the tree. What wish could it be? Some wish that I thought I won't be wishing all the while.

Tuesday morning, headed to day time floriade. Night fest ended on Sunday. It's a yearly event, have to drop by at least for a minute. It's all about flowers. It's all about photography. It's all about being artistic. I am the photographer. I am the artistic person. Catch the photos on my facebook. No doubt, you will agree with my phrases above. It's not self praise.

Wednesday, went to Narooma bay. Whale watching. Slept along the way there for 3 hours and plus. Jetty seems pitiful to me. No people around, no shops around, not even cars passed by lots. I wonder how it will be. It was a sunny day for Aussie, it was like desert for me. Couldn't stand the heat. Went on the boat, journey looking for whale started. Strong winds made the boat wavy, really wavy. Felt like the boat is going to capsize in no time. Half hour just passed, nothing turned up, boredom came to me. Sleepiness followed after boredom. Everyone was waiting quietly for whale to show up. It came to everyone attention when someone shouted. It's really whale. It's two of it. It's really huge. It's so unbelievable that a whale was in front of me. Hilarious....

Check out the photos in facebook. Laziness really grabbing me from upload it again and again. Hope you enjoy the pictures.

Short update about me.
Currently studying for finals. Getting fatter and trying to lose weight.
Was sick these two days after the whale watching....Heat stroke I assumed.
Missing home as usual.


Cheers
Jesswynn^^