Jogging

I fell down today when I went jogging with my friend. This is the first time I fell down after so long. Somemore this is the first time I went jogging with this friend. So unlucky. Haih.

The funniest thing is we took lots of picture along the way. So I would say that other than jogging, the main thing we are doing is camwhoring. Pictures are available in facebook. I am really really really jogging. Diet is needed here.

Life

Class ended early today. I saw my paper which I almost failed. I was really upset about it. I always think that this subject is one fo the easy subject that I can do. But I never expect that it might be the worse result among all the subjects. I think i have to get rid the mindset of 'this subject is easy and I can always do it'. Hard works start now!

It seems like I am sort of motivated but throughout the whole day I didn't do much thing except for two tutorial questions. SlacK. But Sze Huey actually inspired me through MSN. It's been long time I never really being so serious msn-ing. I guess she is almost the same person as me when I am serious? Haha. She talked bout life which I always looking into.

Both of us think that hard work doesn't play the most important roles in life. Not to say that we no need hard works but there is something come before it, UNDERSTANDING. Some people have the understanding but some people are pursuing after it, said Sze Huey. How if we couldn't look the path towards it throughout the whole life? She said, that's depend on my decisions and thoughts.

Her words really make me think lots. I am always playful and never take things seriously. I was thinking is it the time for me to get serious? Is it the time to be matured? Hmmm that's a tough one. There is lots of thing for each of us to learn, getting into university is just part of it. All of this, not that I never thought of. It is always at the corner of my mind. Just that thinking of the responsible and stress that I am going to face pushing it aside.

How many people out there really can stand out as someone different? I used to be very confident that I am one of them. I used to believe in myself so much that I am different from everyone. I used to trust my own capability. I used to imagine myself as one of the successful person in future. I used to know that Wong Yunn Yi is a great person. It might sounds that I am overconfident but that's what I used to hold.

Getting into university, what I used to think of myself suddenly vanished. I started to be someone opposite. I become a negative thinking, emotional person. Until after the election, I know I have to find back who I used to be. I must look back whatever I had and hold on that tightly. I don't want to be some slackos out there.
Thankz Sze Huey.

Time to start understanding what I am doing.

STANd uP

Let's crap abit today. I just got my midsemester exam for one of the subject. And I did badly for it, worse than last semester. Or I shall say that this is the worse result I ever gain during my study life for 20 years. I was really disappointed with it. I never expect it would be this. When I saw the result, my heart is broken into ashes not pieces!!

I was really sad and complained to some of my friends. As expected, you will be hearing you are actually smart, you are not dumb, you might did some mistake and all the comforting sentences. I know that they are trying their very best to make me feel better. But it just didn't work that way. I just want someone to listen to me and comfort me though the comforting sentences are not useful.

I know that I won't just fall and stay at where I am standing now. I know that I will move on. All the sadness and complains are just the way of making myself feel better. It's temporaily frustration that I am face with. Only after complains and tearings, I can really feel better and motivated again. I can't change something happened, but I always have the power to change something which is happening. So now what? USE the power!

To all my dear friends out there, thank you very much for listening and comforting your helpless friend here. All your efforts are much appreciated. Your friend, me is once again recovered from before, living for a better one. Self-confidence are back....

Random post

Sorry guys I know I haven't been updating my blog for a long time. I was having exams for the past two weeks lar..... Really getting busier!!

Anyways, there is nothing much I can say also. What I did is just study whenever I am free and try to catch up with my studies mah. This semester damn stressful. Even now mid semester exams are over I still have my assignments dueing AND AND AND I have to start my preparations towards finals. You see I where got time to sit down and update myself?

Oh ya, recently I went for an election to be president in this society but hehe I lost. I only become general committee. I know that sounds abit lousy to be announced here, but yea I think it's not a bad thing after all that I am not elected. You no need to know the reasons why as long as I know. Hahaha..... Shhhhh.....

So ya, I get even hectic when I am one of the committee because there are few events coming up soon and that's like two weeks before my finals. OMGGG!!! My time is really occupied. But but if you guys really want to update about me, you can always see me online. MSN is always my favourite hobby. Haha...

Mid authumn festival just passed. For those who don't know what is that, it's mooncake festival(Malaysian's styles). It's pretty sad that I can't be with my family, LONER. Haha. But the most important thing is I missed out the mooncake this year. They do sell mooncake here if you go Asian Groceries Shop but like I said NO TIME to even step out of the room!! But at least me and few of my friends cooked something nicer and so called celebrated it. Everyone is missing home........cause of MOONCAKE!

Alright then, I have to go back to study now. Have been slacking for quite a while. Will try to update as much as possible k.. Thanks for the concern everyone.....love ya

阴天的我

今天的我，心情很沉重。
好几次，泪，不知不觉地从眼里流下。
好想知道，悲哀的根源在哪儿。。。。
因为她？或是他？
最近承受的压力已经不少，现在更是火上加油。。
我就快崩溃了。。。
能够支撑到现在，也是为了那区区的考试。。。
唉，天哪！！！！
我不喜欢崩溃的感觉！！！
就还有那几个月，可以让我安心快快乐乐的过吗？
拜托嘛。。。。。

For you : NICK and Zhi Yuan

This post is specially for Nick and Zhi Yuan. I am so sorry Nick that I left out your name in the thank you list. I know I sort of left out something but I couldn't remember until Zhi Yuan msn me last night. I am always not aware with things and people around me. SORRYYYYYY....... Thousands APOLOGIESSSSSSSSS.........

THANK YOU SO MUCH NICHOLES CHEN.


So hard to see his face....(Maybe that's why I missed out his name...OPPPS)
Again can't see.....
Finally, this is Nick.......Keke....

Nick:
Please forgive me okay.....
I will make sure there is no next time.....
I will open my eyes BIG BIG and widen my sight's range next time.....
SO SORRY....


For Zhi Yuan, he was upset that his photo wasn't up for the MASCA NCG game. So now.......

CHUA ZHI YUAN......Gordy......SOMEONE??!.......

TIO SHER REEN & CHUA ZHI YUAN...


P/S : Zhi Yuan this is specially for you and NICK... Make sure you guys read ar............ Be PROUD at the same time that I actually sacrificed my study time for this..... HEHE...Joking.....