LONELY holiday

It's been a week after my exams over but I haven't really got the time to update my blog not even online. Everyone ended trying to contact me to see whether I am alright or anything happened to me or not. Looks like the inconsistency of me not online cause some people to worry. Thanks guy that's really very sweet of you people. The reasons I am not online is mainly because I was moving out from my last time place to my new place. HEAVEN!! Haha. Another thing is I am working that is why I don't really have time to do my things. I haven't even talk to my mum for a week. Oh ya, I got training everyday in the noon as well to prepare to go for MASCA in Brisbane next week.

Well, nothing really much happened through out this week. Everyone just finished their exams and my friends moslty went back to Malaysia left only four of us. I had been so bored for the past whole week, time is passing so slow now. It's like three weeks holiday for me whereas it is only a week. Maybe because we don't really have anything for holiday.

LONELY holiday.......

EXAMS OVER

It's been two days after I finished my exams and now only I am free to sit down here and write something. Before I speak about what happened these two days, I wanted to apologize to everyone who read my blogs especially Anne, Siew Wui and Kelly who trusted me so much yet I disappointed them. I was bored during that time when I am writting the blog about going back due to exams. I started with my sister at first and I got so excited and post it on the blog. I know that this is childish and stupid, so please accept my APOLOGIES. Really sorry,please let me know if I can do anything to repay what I did.

Finally exams are over, I am totally stress free now. But this ain't a good thing as well because I don't know what to do other than working. Life is like going to be so bored. I don't know how am I going to survive through this winter break, mostly I think I am going to catch up with all the series and anime. So if you have any nice series, feel free to send it to me. I will definitely welcome you.

On last Friday after the last paper, I walked around in the city for about 6 to 7 hours excluding dinner time. Just feel like wasting time since time is so precious before this, and now time is like worthless. After the long day, I only bought a ten dollars dress. The opportunity cost for that dress is really high, I walked 6 7 hours for that. I was really tired. Saturday I went working in the noon till evening and night I had some so called room warming for one of my friends who just moved in one of the campus's hall(hall here referred to the hostel). Apparently everyone is just relaxing and celebrates after exams. Everyone gone crazy for that, imagine sixteen people with two small rice cooker.

I didn't manage to snap any photos that night, I think my new friends all are not camwhore like me. That is why I never dare to ask anyone for photos sessions. Well, sweet memories we saved it in the brain. I didn't go home that night, I stayed in my new accomodation which I will be moving in after two weeks. Can't wait for it. But actually I am moving out tomorrow from the hell place I am currently staying to another campus's hall in Weiling's room. She is going back Malaysia on Tuesday, and I will be using her place for two weeks.That will be damn fun. It's always what I want to be on campus.

OH ya, there is another funny thingy. People who see me around no matter friends or not, they will always ask me only one question. ' Ain't you feel cold? Your jumper is so thin' haha... Yea now is winter and the temperature is dropping from day to day. Yet I am still with my jumper where people usually wear during summer, authumn and spring. They think I am crazy. But the fact is, I am used to the cold or I shall say I am numb with the cold and also I don't have a thick jumper. Maybe I shall get one soon since everyone is complaining the same thing to me over and over again.

I better stop here now, guess you guys will be boring reading all the rubbish I said. I am tired after working as well, so see you soon in few days time. I am going to Brisbane next week, so this week is going to be so busy for me. I haven't even book the ticket back from Brisbane to Canberra. Wonder how am I going to come back on the 4th July. ARGHHHHH!!!

APOLOGIES

HEY June doesn't have 31st...I was just joking around due to my boredom in the library....Gotta go back prepare for exam..I will have explaination for that after exam okay... ZILLIONS APOLOGIES to everyone!!!!!!

Half more to go

Half of burden which bear by my shoulder have finally gone. Two more paper to go. I am not as stress as before this. The coming papers are all based on calculations, hopefully I can handle the questions. I really don't have any idea on how to improve my maths in two days. I will just go for my best rather than give up and flung it. Right Anne? I really didn't flung any of my paper. My economics paper this morning was pretty good though I didn't finish all the questions due to time shortage. But that was fine, most important thing is I know that I actually can answer all the questions. My time management is bad......

Few more days to go then I will be having a month holidays. Out of a month, four days I will be in Brisbane for sports events organised by MASCA(Malaysian something something student council association in Australia). The remaining days will be my full time working days, have to save money can't go anywhere. Hopefully I can see Kelly here with me. Then I won't be so bored and lonely since mostly of my friends going back Malaysia. How nice it will be if I am also one of them going back.

I bet lotsa people out there missing me so much. God~ I just did an unforgiven sin by not going back. SORRY guys...*perasan till da max* I shall start planning on how to fully utilize my holiday. Movies? Dramas? Series? Cook? Anyone please give me more and more idea on what I can do. I can't wait holiday to come but what can I do during holiday? Canberra will be like cemetary, so peace and quiet. *ooopss*

Crapping too much ain't going to contributes to my paper tomorrow. So tata....

Sudden thoughts

One more week to go to set me free of exams. Can I endure through the week? Hope so I can make it to Friday's noon before I K.O. University's life ain't as easy as I thought, ain't as relax as I heard from others. It's a test on consistency of studying. If you are left out by a week, you still got hope to catch up. If you left out by two weeks, you better start burning midnight oil. If you miss lectures by three weeks, you give up to go lecture hall anymore. You start study by yourself but it doesn't really work out as efficient as I thought. I wasn't study consistently eventhough I am not going for lectures. This is why I am procrastinating at the worst now. Regrets? Yes I did.

The same thing happened to my friends. Everyone seems like hoping to pass only, or rather just flung the paper. That's what going on in my mind last night. Everyone wishes to more more time or studied harder. Some even thought of forfeiting $2500 and retake the subject-DROPPED WITHOUT FAILURE. Lots of insane ideas just suddenly popped out of no where. Obviously I am not the one going to do that, I am not here to waste my parents' money neither my time as well; quoted by anne. The only person I always hope to get scolded from, her words always wake me up from devilish. That's my sweetheart. How can I live without her?

Been thinking lots of thing these few days. Probably tired of staring at notes. Illusions and imaginations keep appearing in my brain. Makes me feel like I haven't been doing anything great for the past 19 years plus. I don't even have great future plannings like the others do. I just want to graduate as soon as possible and get back to my mum's side. Maybe I should start planning during this winter break. It's time to grow up.